Soulmates

It's been a long time since my last post and that's probably because too much has been going on in my life for me to even care about writing something for the time being. But now that I finally have sometime, I'm going to write about something really really good in my life right now. 

Crazy as it may seem, I think I have found my twin. It's really difficult to find somebody who is exactly like you, but I think I have. Her name is Hannah McDonald and she's amazing in everyway. Super nice, funny, and gorgeous. 

Some people believe that in life, you're suppose to have two soul mates. One is male, and the other female. Which makes one of your soulmates your mate, and the other your bestfriend. 

We met for the first time yesterday. The moment I saw her, I was like "Ohmyfreakinggod. We're the same size. Same height, same body build and EVERYTHING." Then she pulls out the same lipchap I have. Burts bees pomegranate. CRAZY STUFF. I don't understand how this all is working. Everything about us is the same except for a few minor details, like how I hate tea, and she loves tea, or how I love coffee and she hates coffee. Or how I have really oily skin, and her skin is really dry. But other than that, we're pretty much golden.

I've been having a really rough time with my friends and finding Hannah has made it all bareable. I would honestly be SO freaking depressed and miserably right now if I didn't have her. If I didn't have somebody who completely understood or somebody I could talk to and trust me and know she wont judge me on anything I say. It means a lot.

Karma

Karma is one cruel unfair bitch, consitering it never works out the way it's suppose to. And no, I'm not talking about my cat, whose name happens to be Karma aswell. She's adorable tho!

Aren't people with good karma supposet to have GOOD thing happen to them? I thought that's how it works. Apparenlty not tho. Consitering that I've attempted to be NICE to everybody, and I get fucking scolded by it. 

Karma does not work in my favor.

In example - 

I made apple pie today. I put 3 hours into making a fantastic pie. Just as it was baking, my parents were yelling at me and whatnot for occupying the oven. That's when I responded with 

"I made this pie for you guys. I don't even like apple pie"

Then my father responds with

"You really are a selfish person huh? You're not nice at all"

There wasn't a fucking hint of sarcasm in his voice.

Another example - 

I've been worrying about money for a prom dress and whatnot for the longest time, because my parents don't have a lot of money, and we're struggling. That's when my grandfather offers to buy my dress for me. I was so excited. I got the perfect dress. Then it turns out, acouple days later, a girl from my school, buys the exact same dress as me. I don't even know if I can return my dress now, and this is extremely heartbreaking.

ONE MORE EXAMPLE - 

This girl I'm friends with suddenly stops talking to me? Deletes me off facebook and dailybooth?

What the hell? I'm so confused about this. Honestly I don't understand what I did to cause this. So... Yea. I've only been nice to her, and been looking out for her best interests, and this happens? What the hell.

So yea. Life? Please stop being so mean to me :(

In reaction to my last post

That last post was directed to one person, and one person only. If you were to come across it, and believed it was about you, i can guarentee that it was not. If you are female, that post was not directed at you. So if that's the reason why yout ook me off your facebook, then I'm completely confused. I know.. I shouldn't be so offended by something like that, but being taken off fb friends symbolizes a HUGE slap in the face, and I don't know what the crap I did?!?!?!?! It's frustrating really. If you have a problem, please talk to me about it before you take the extreme route and do something such as that. I don't know what to do with myself right now. I feel like I'm an honest, loyal, nice person, and I don't know why people keep leaving me. 

ARG.

Hello life, you are very splendid eh?

WOOT

Late night rant

You think that I don't read or blog, or that anybody for that matter reads your blog. But I do, and if we were talking right now, I would say something to you about it. But we're not, and I'm not going to. So I'm just going to rant to my blog which I assume nobody reads, but I'm not completely sure about that, so if anybody is out there reading this, hi! How are you? I hope you had a splendid evening.

Anyways, onto business.

I like how you get mad at me for and Jordyn for leaving you, which really, you did it to yourself. Consitering the fact that I've given you multiple times to apologize to me, and you still not have tried to. Consitering what I read, and how you 'want' to apologize and can't find the words? COME ON, it's not that fucking hard. I have two fucking words for you. They're "I'm sorry" IS THAT SO FUCKING DIFFICULT?

Apparently so becuase you don't know how to speak the truth, whichi is possibly one of the most easiest things to do. So if you can't be truthful, you obviously cannot be able to say two simple words. None the less mean them.

If you really want more friends, or to keep the ones you have. YOU CAN'T LIE TO THEM. Friends are trustworthy, and once you break that trust, you cannot earn it back easily. Maybe with Yasmine you can, but like you said, she's EXACTLY LIKE YOU. Take that as you will, it is rude and spiteful. I'm aloud to be rude and spiteful consitering the fact that you will complain on your blog about me leaving you WHEN YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SAID GOODBYE. Don't believe me? I'll show you the skype message.

I have that whole log  y'know. The one where you lied to me, I caught you,  you tried to turn it around and make it my fault, when that didn't work, you turned people against me and succeeded making that person block me on fb, and then continue to say things that would purposely hurt me.

FRIENDS DON'T DO THAT TO FRIENDS. And you freaking wonder why I'm not talking to you. You're mean, you're a liar, and you don't know how to apologize. Why don't you understand that I am the most honest person you'll ever meet, and some may say it's gullible, but I believe that I am trustworthy. I'd LIKE TO THINK THAT MY FRIENDS ARE TELLING ME THE TRUTH.

It's so frustrating.
I don't know what to do about it anymore.

I'm hungry.

Is it too late to go and eat something?

ARG. Goodnight bloggers.

Quotes

Wise words are spoken by wise people.
They influence myself, and give me reassurance that doing good things will prevail in the end if they don't in the beginning.

"You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams."
— Dr. Seuss

"If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything."
— Mark Twain 

"Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You too? I thought I was the only one."
— C.S. Lewis 

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."
— Robert Frost 

"A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you."
— Elbert Hubbard 

"Women are like teabags; you never know how strong they are until they're put in hot water."
— Eleanor Roosevelt 

"A fool thinks himself to be wise, but a wise man knows himself to be a fool."
— William Shakespeare (As You Like It) 

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."
— Marilyn Monroe 

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and it may be necessary from time to time to give a stupid or misinformed beholder a black eye."
— Jim Henson 

"Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none."
— William Shakespeare (All's Well That Ends Well) 

Peace out <3

So tired

School often wears me out because I don't go to bed early enough?

Sorry, I have a life :(

So, I am not into writing a huge blog post, so tonight, I'm just going to post a funny picture. Woo.

Favorite Lush Products

Lush is currently one of my favorite things.

 My favorite products of the moment are

Angel's Delight soap -

Refreshing fruity scent, bursting with tangerines and blackcurrants. And the beautiful iridescent glitter mixed throughout a sea of bright purples, oranges, blues and pinks. Such a treat!

 Bon Bon Lip Scrub -

Christmas lip scrub with cranberry seed oil , lemon oil and a hint of shebert powder for a tart, scrubby treat.  Tastes delicious.

Dark Angel's Cleanser - 

Dark Angels is a hardcore cleanser with a little bit of surfactant mixed in to remove dirt and grease. 

 Karma Komba Sold Shampoo -

It has toning orange oil, plus pine and patchouli to help keep your scalp soothed and free of the problematic microbes that could cause dandruff.

 Love Lettuce Face Mask - 

 Love Lettuce is a wonderful lavender scented, rich green exfoliating mask for normal to oily skins.

What are you favorite lush products?